SENSITIVE ISSUES

Most agree including myself that this is a free blog where u can put in anything that comes into your mind BUT I must remind that there are some sensitive issues that must not be done just like I told my daughter Pam. I won't scold her in her blog and create a scene like some people. Behind closed doors, we can scold/shout/scream at each other but in our open blog, I see no reason why we should mislead other bloggers cos we are not detailed in what we write.

And thus it is not fair for the other bloggers to post any comments base on just one side story. When and if I want to write a post, surely I would write all the flowery and best things that I have done. Who would tell what has been swept under the carpets. As a matter of fact, it is the family members or the people involved who is clear about the whole picture. Some people tends to elaborates a great deal in what they do for people but some choose to stay quiet about it (until maybe cannot tahan la). But when that happens, which I call the no turning point then things will turns sour especially when half the world knows but........................... half the story.

That is why I said, always leave some room for amendments. Yes I too will get very pissed off if someone tries to bully my family esp. parents but then, when we react, we must think of the consequences. First we do not bark blindly cos too many people will be hurt in the process. Aim at the target and bark or bite. Sad to say, there are some people who are just too stubborn and won't listen. Trouble is when they think they are wrong, nobody is right. And when they think they are right, everybody is wrong.

I still can't believe that one silly post can cause or stir up such an unfriendly situation or is it the comments from other bloggers which adds salt and pepper to the wound??????????? This is something all the bloggers need to think about as and when you post comments on other blogs. Please do not touch on sensitive issues.

BLOGGING

I wonder what blogging is all about? I thought it is a place where you can say/view what is in your mind and for others to read and help find solutions/ or make friends but recently I found some squabbles.

It is not necessary, if you think you don't like what the writer writes, then don't read his or her blog. What is written may be misinterpretted.

Funny Familiar Forgotten Feelings

Each time I fall ill, I have those FFFF (Funny Familiar Forgotten Feelings) and that is the yearn for my mom. Somehow, she will know what medication to give and cure me almost instantly. She has the look of a matron but never was in medical line at all.

I have been quite sick last year and thot that it is all over but the cough attack came back again. All those cough tablet and phlegm medication did not stop it. Went to see a physician in Ipoh yesterday and he thinks it cud be due to the failure of my heart. It scares me a little cos he cud be right as I have an abnormal heart which only function at 40 - 60%.

Why I have FFFF?? Cos I was coughing the whole night in spite of an aid to sleep and 2 times of cough mixtures, I just cud not sleep but cough and cough and keep throwing out the phlegm. NONE of my family members noticed nor came to ask if I needed anything.

It is so different the things a mom do for her kids and what the kids do for the mom. When my kids are not well, I will fetch them water and medication and check on them everynow and then. And when I was coughing and throwing out and so on, I simply miss my Mom and wished she cud/wud help me but of course she is not able to even if she wanted to.

This morning when I woke up, my eldest and youngest already disappeared from the house without knowing even if I am dead or alive. The father continue to do his theraphy in spite of Saturday which he normally don't go. Luckily number 2 is around. She knows I was very sick cos we went to Ipoh together and she slept in the same bedroom with me and also went to the doc with me. She know how serious my condition is. I am sure she wud have told the rest of the family, but it hardly make any difference to some. Oh! yes they care............... but with they mouth only. Base on their disappearance from the house you already know the answer.

I am sure I am not the only mom who feels like this. Sometimes we just don't know how to let out so like most times, we just keep quiet and let the matter pass but honestly, it hurts. I only can cry, Cry for my mom. I know I am too old for that but I simply miss her.